A Letter Following Raft Technique

JASTING.DELACRUZDearY ou,Althoughourstoryhasn'tyetbegun,I'mgoingtoconcludeitrightnowwithadot.Thatprobablyexplainsathousandreasons.Asyouareawareofit.Butifyou'recuriousastowhy ,letmeexplainagain:T obeginwith,youandIarebothtorn,whichisfunny .ItseemslikeCupidismessingwithmyemotions.W earedif ferentlysimilar .W earedefinitelyparallellines.W asnotmeanttomeet.nevertocrossover .Y ou'resupposedtofindyourrose,whileIIshouldlearntheartofbeinghappyseeingyouhappy .Evenifit'skillingme.Ishouldbecontentlookingatyoufromafar ,chasingyourdreamsandachievingthose.Break-uplettersaren'tjustforcoupleswhohavedecidedtodepart,inmyopinion.It'salsoformetoendaone-sidedloveromance.Forfor givingmyselfthatImetyou,forbringingcolorsintomylifeeveninjustabriefmomentinmylife.Thetimehascome,Igiveup.No,notinlifebutyes,inmyundyingaf fectionforyou.Itisundying,becauseI'llneverfor getit,I'lljustfindme.Undyingbecauseit'sunconditional.'CauseIcan'tdeny ,Ilostmewhilefindingyou.No,don'tlookatmewithpity .It'sokaycauseItookariskandI'mproudofthat.I'mhurtbutIdidmypart.Atleast,I'vegrown.Thankyouforrealizationsandlessons,youchangedapartofme.I'mforevergratefulIfoundyou.Ionlywishthereweresomeoneouttherewhocouldfixme,acceptmyflaws,andassistinfindingme.Signingof fasyourlover ,JAS.